These violent delights have violent ends.

I got myself into another relationship. Did it last long? No. Why? Becuase of me. And becuase it was another long distance one. I can't handle the distance. Every guy who seems to be interested in me live far away. Why? I don't know. It just happens that way. However, the distance, it just eats away at me on the inside until I'm lieterally going crazy thinking about it and just losing any hope in ever having a "real" relationship.
It seems that anymore I'm quite capable of breaking my own heart.